Night of Hunters

don’t worry, Rico, et al. sweet brother/sisters, and I love you extra much for accepting the silence. I’m healing in the land of Oz…i.e. my hippie pot “bipolar” psych nurse amazing fucking aunt that I had been estranged from for 15 years because of their (her and my dad’s) stupid religious family excommunicated her for smoking pot (which we continue to enjoy, for its healing properties and ability to help in withdrawing with pharms! ) and refusing to give away her maiden name…wearing lipstick, and all the rest of the devilish stuff that comes with such sinning, that which deserveth ex-communication! I had a cat she gave me until I was in my early twenties, and I mourned the loss not only of my kitty but of the last piece I had of dear auntie Ruth, my favourite – the only one really, that i ever took seriously (and vice versa, as radical Christian families go) LMAO …as for me, some days are better than others, but i’ve made a big breaktrhough quite recently…fuck, i wish you could be here to give me a hug…I think the blood of the past year has finally come in to my mind…I have the time to TRULY heal for the first time. Auntie Ruth has 20 cats to help !!!!!! I’m taking a baby for a sister for Penelope Either “little Pirate” or “little Sophie” As for me…i feel like I’m in a Coocoon, going through a metamorphosis…all I have to do this year now is write my LSATS and LIVE HERE! 0 keeping my apt as a home base paid for by the gov’t plus i get a bit of an allowance. yes, i could give up home and save up a bit, but there’s no way i’m giiving up my home after being homeless…does that seem nuts? She understands becayse she’s been homeless before as well. I really don’t need to buy things as long as I have food and shelter (and kitties).
LOVE LOVE LOVE and I’m so sorry for causing worry, I had to escape Van again, on short notice, but this time not for long or by far
Auntie Ruth lives in the interior of B.C. Of course.
The angels and Goddesses have been hard at work and together we will go see Tori Amos perform live on her “Night of Hunters” tour to celebrate. They have been hard at work, no doubt, in bringing us together.
XO!!!